I might go insane. I barely remember my real name, I've used so many aliases. I don't look to people around me for support, I go to people online. For some reason, they're more help than people around me. People like @cyn19144 and @Nuzi_fan18 are great people. Role models even. They're kind and caring, unlike me. I lash out and get angry. I try to change, I try to be kind. In the end I split my personality. Depending on the people I'm around, I change my mask. I act. The me you might interact with isn't me, it's a mask. I'm sorry, so very sorry. I feel like I do everything wrong, I'm sorry.
