Well first off I went to see Taylor Swift last night!!!!!! Oh my gosh it was absolutely amazing words cannot describe and pictures do not capture. I think I have post concert depression now! As many of you may know, I was planning on doing a massive project with all sorts of parts and sharing my experience at the eras tour. The thing is, I don't know if I want to. I mean sure I'd love to brag about it hehe ;) but part of me just wants to leave it. Having such a massive amazing experience like that really just leaves you speechless. I don't think I can make a project for it.. yet at least. I know, I know the concert was only last night but I don't want to ruin my amazing memories by just spilling it all out to people online. Don't get me wrong I love you guys but I kinda want to hold on these memories for myself as long as I see fit. The day of the concert I was trying to take a picture of everything. What was in my bag, my outfit, my nails, tons of nice pictures. But I just couldn't. When I got there I broke down in tears because our seats were amazing. Front row of the third level. We could see every inch of the stage and big screen and when it dawned on me that Taylor Swift would be performing live right there in front of me I just cried. And the thing is, my camera quality sucks and taking well timed pictures is not easy. I took tons of videos but only one picture during the show. Sure I could screenshot my videos but the quality is still horrible and none of the pictures capture it the way I lived it. That's the thing. I spent my concert taking videos as memories for myself to look back and remember how amazing I felt in the moment. I spent so much time soaking up how incredible it was, I wasn't worried about getting worthy pictures for you guys. Even though after that concert it feels like my life is frozen in time, I do still have tons going on. I have no motivation to make projects lately and barely even any motivation to reply to comments. I'm so busy and there's no time for scratch in my life right now. Which is why I've decided to try and take a break. (plus dropping all contests and collabs except for lili iykyk) I'm not leaving yet. Although this concert made me feel like that time may be coming closer than I think. Ilyasm and I will maybe check in if I feel like it. I'll give myself about a week and see where I'm at. (December 16th) Have an awesome day <3 "It was the end of an era. But the start of an age" TT (PS 3 pictures are provided in this project- space or click)
