1. My almost-10 year old dog is being put down today (as of posting this). Like as I’m typing this my dad is driving to the vet to have him euthanized. I just said goodbye to him for the last time. I don’t want to explain it again so if you’re wondering what’s happening look at my bulletins on th (@.TheLonelyDorito). I’m taking time off the internet to deal with this. 2. I’m going on vacation at the end of the month and I’ll be gone for 2 weeks. I have things to do here before we go on vacation so I’m really busy irl rn. 3. My mental health is the worst it’s been since 2022 and I had several emotional breakdowns in november even before the whole issue with my dog so I’m just not doing great overall. [edit] 4. Hypotension has been kicking my behind for the past few days, too, so I now feel bad physically not just emotionally. It was 77/40-something on wednesday (the day I posted this). For those who don’t know: between 90/60 mmHg and 120/80 mmHg is normal / healthy. I average about 90/60. Anything below that is too low, so 77/40-smth isn’t good. At all. We’ll see if this results in a visit to the doctor or not. I’m hoping it’s just stress-induced and not a symptom of some other health concern because I really don’t need that rn. I’ll be posting something on my main before I go on vacation (hopefully) but other than that I won’t be around for a while. I may hop on once or twice a week on my alt / this account just to check in or browse (this goes for all platforms I’m on - scratch, da, th) but I don’t think I’ll be talking much. Please be patient with me if I owe you art I just need a break.
