it really isn't. posted this on this on this acc because how embarrassing would it be to post it on my main? tw: me venting i've been struggling mentally lately, i don't know how it's going to get better, especially when i have to stay up late and study for finals. it's pain forcing myself to study when all i want to do is to lay in bed to rest. i already have a lot of personal problems (as you could see in this project), the stress, and the lack of sleep is mentally and possibly draining me. i really want to talk to someone but everytime i want to open up to my friends or anyone i know, or even my best friend, i.. don't really have the courage to. i don't know why. there's literally something wrong with me and i don't know how to even open up to the people i trust the most. i really, really want to get better but i don't know how, i pretend that im soo happy some days because im afraid everyone would think im trying to seek attention if i look/act gloomy. i don't want that to happen, i really don't mean to attract attention from people. all i want is someone to talk to. i have so much work and studying to do it's making me panic all the time, i have no time to draw, no time to even eat lunch or dinner, no motivation to do ANYTHING, everything is so horrible. im very sorry for whoever is reading this, i have nowhere else to type how im feeling. i really do hope that you guys could understand that im not trying to seek attention, i really just want to talk to someone about the things im going through. again, im really sorry if i took up your time from you reading this. love you guys <3.
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