i don't know what to do, all my friends are leaving and i can't talk to anyone about it, i can't do anything and i hate the people who have ruined my friends' lives i hate the fact i can't do anything about it, i hate the fact i have a life, i hate i am busy, i hate everyone keeps asking me for favors, i hate that i have to comfort everyone, i hate i can't be a better person, i hate my life, i hate my personality, i hate my body, i hate i am ugly, i hate everything i hate that i have to stay here, i hate that i can't grow up, i hate i can't get rid of these emotions, i hate no one respects me, i hate i can't be normal, i hate i can't do better, i hate that life is life, and i hate i was born, i hate i can't help any of my friends, i hate i'm not good enough, i hate i'm never the first option, i hate that i suck, i hate i have to deal with all of this, i hate i can't leave, i hate it i hate it i hate it I HATE IT
