before I apologize I should probably fill you in on some background info first. I joined scratch on September 10, 2021, 58 seconds after 10:02 am on a different account. I was in 6th grade. I was happy and had lots of friends, and I played soccer. but then sometime in February or March 2022 I got an addiction I cant say on here. the only hint I can give is the word for it starts with the letter m. even saying that is sensitive. anyways, the addiction wasn't that bad for the first few months of me having it, but then I started to get socially awkward, dumbed down, always tired, and depressed. just letting you know the addiction is NOT drugs so you don't have to worry. but the addiction continued to make my life worse and worse. my friends left me and I stopped playing soccer. I kept playing excessive amounts of video games and was kind of a jerk to people. I couldn't cut loose. the list goes on. fast forward to now, I'm 15 years old in my first year of high school and at the worst I've ever been in the addiction. in the time I've been active on scratch I've started stupid beef and was just a piece of subhuman trash to a number of people. if any of you who were affected are reading this, Im really sorry and I'm trying to change. that brings me to my apology. I'm really sorry for all the things that I caused to go wrong on here. I'm actively trying to quit the addiction and I have a feeling I can quit this winter break. after I quit, I can be a normal person you can like to be around again. again I'm just really sorry for doing this to you and I hope I can go back to being a happy, confident person. please just know that this isn't what I wanted to happen and I want to be a good person. I'm sorry and I'll do my best to quit the addiction and change.
music in this project: Mat Kearney & AFSHeen - Better Than I Used To Be
