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♢ I’m in my posting stuff I’ll never finish era B3 ♢ Low key it’s a tad bit difficult to post things since I don’t keep with the times on what’s popular in the gacha scene aside from here. Literally the only thing I’ve seen *willingly* that was gacha related off scratch is ahpt (shoutout to anyone who knows what I’m talking about) ♢ Like this was supposed to be something for Valentine’s Day but because I never finished it, I left it to rot in my unshared folder ♢ I rarely interact with this community anyways (I literally made a joke post about it) but also I wish I interacted more, and it’s funny cause I’m still stuck in what was popular two-three years ago vs what gets attention today. Sometimes it makes me regret coming back cause it feels like I’m stuck in the past when everyone else is in the present. Like I RARELY see anyone post fnaf content today than I did when I first started, and it drives me insane ♢ I’m tired of being “underrated” I want something, I want to be a somebody or anyone. I’ve been doing this for four years and not once have I felt like I *truly* belong here. ♢ But then again I *built* these walls, I chose not to interact with anybody for over three years until last year I think. I actually made more friends by interacting with them than I had back then (which I only made like one or two before the rebrand sooooo-), I just need to actually be active in the community take part, and I think I’ve been doing that slowly, I started adding them to studios, my coding has improved (kinda.. it’s still very much a mess but they still look nice in the end ig??), I actually comment on people’s project, I actually LIKE and FAVORITE now (idk why I would just watch a project I liked and then just not give them a good ole like, I was weird) ♢ I’m going to build myself back up, break down a shaky foundation, and grow a garden. I know a lot of people aren’t gonna see this (nor are they gonna read all my yapping) but if you fall into a situation like myself, don’t be afraid to comment on someone’s post and don’t be afraid to enter that contest or MAP, doesn’t matter if your coding skills are god tier or just a simple slide show, share that project! ♢ Start somewhere, and you’ll get there someday. Even if it takes a couple weeks, months, or even years, you can achieve it through community ♢ Tldr; don’t be afraid to share or interact with your community