Hey everyone! It's Caleb/Aiden/Mickey, I am a member of the gaehive who wishes to explain the two labels I mostly identify with (out of the billions I have :sob:): Apangender/Panagender and Gxnderfluix Apangender/Panagender- Definition: " a gender that is both agender and pangender and/or somewhere between those identities. It is connected to all genders, but also has a connection to genderlessness/agender feelings. This may also be described as a pangender individual who feels they have no gender identity or a null gender identity, or an agender individual having some connection to pangenderness. " -LGBTQIA+ Wiki My experience!: As an apangender person I haven't struggled much as not so many people question the label or make a huge deal out of it, but I do struggle with internal dysphoria due to me not believing it's really possible to be pangender AND agender at the same time. I'm a person who HAS to be a certain gender stereotype in order to feel or believe I am that label, which I know isn't the case (yet I still have that mindset...) But over time I've grown into this label a bit and let it be, since I do identify as pangender (which goes hand in hand with gxnderfluix, which I'll explain later) and still feel that genderless feeling at the same time, it's always there and I'm completely fine with it. Gxnderfluix- Definition: " a gender identity that is both genderfluix and agender. One has no gender while simultaneously switching/fluctuating between multiple genders. " -LGBTQIA+ Wiki My experience!: It's pretty similar to my apangender experience, because as I said before, these two go hand-in-hand. Since I do identify as all genders, I personally always feel them switch and fluctuate, never setting on just one, but yet again the genderless feeling is always there and I'm fine with it. Being apangender and gxnderfluix is a mess sometimes because my gender most of the times feels like a mushy mashed potato mountain, with some genders sticking out somedays, other days it being perfectly balanced, and other days being completely genderless, and adding the random gender intensity changes too! For this, I also identify as pronounfluid because depending on my preferred labels that day (I actually mean that second) my preferred pronouns will change and switch around.
*SIGH* Thank you so much for listening to my yap session, I hope this can benefit the project in some way, and hey, don't be shy to ask any questions you may have in the comments! <2 <3 :D *P.S: I forgot to add both these labels affect my internal sense of my personal gender and my external presentation, basically Klygender, you can ask abt that term too!
