✩‧₊˚ at what point does life become not worth living? Clementinesprout srp ★ Je vois que beaucoup de gens meurent parce qu’ils estiment que la vie ne vaut pas la peine d’être vécue et j’en vois d’autres qui se font paradoxalement tuer, pour les idées, les illusions qui leurs donnent une raison de vivre. Ce qui peut être une raison de vivre est en même temps une excellente raison de mourir. D’un gérant d’immeuble qui s’était tué on disait qu’il avait perdu sa fille depuis Cinq ans, qu’il avait beaucoup changé et que cette histoire l’avait "miné". Des souvenirs d’une patrie perdue, de l’espoir d’une terre promise, ce divorce entre l’homme de sa vie… - The myth of syphilis, by Albert Camus ★ it hit Clem like a rock, the moment she heard the news. and now she knew. things would never go back to life as she knew it because her life was over. her other half, gone. what was the point of life if your heart is not quite full?? there was no point, Clementinesprout knew, so why keep on living? it wasn't as if there was much she could do to change it. there was nothing she could do to escape this horrible place, riverclan, with all its echoes of Tangerinepaw gone forever and so was her will to live or so she thought so the days that followed Clem spent huddled in her den, trapped in her grief like her father. at least she still had him but it wasn't the same!!! he hadn't been by Clemmie's side from day one. protected her. been her best friend! even, dare she say, her /only/ friend. and sure, she loved him, but not the way she had loved Tanny. which was the way she would never love anyone else again or so she thought ★ hey guys!! I should've posted this right when Clem lost her sister, but alas, procrastination got to me :'] Clemmie is kind of in a depression spiral and doesn't see the point of life anymore, so uh. get ready for Clem emo era!!! it'll end in a bit once she falls in love with a certain someone... haha.. that'll come later. anyways if anyone recognises where the Camus quotes are from you get a gold star haha <3 ★ credits ✩ art ⋆ @skyeliights ✩ music ⋆ Je te laisserai des mots by patrick watson ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･
I feel like this may be a little too deppresy for scratch even if it is what clem's going thru, I may unshare it js because I don't wanna get banned hahaaa
