read this with a trigger warning : depression ,bullying and talk of why: |~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~| okay so hi its sparky and on christmas this project was meant for a week ago but things happened and to not spend things I am posting it today so today at 11:47 I was getting ready for my therian podcast and I felt me have a phantom shift ( for at least a day or 2 I knew a shift was soon I can tell) and I felt as if I have a wolf tail and I though this might be just a fox but a hour or 2 I was filming myself doing quads to look at my form had a shift it was a metal and physical I started to look at a wall then did quads and I sat down had had my metal shift I am still having a phantom shift and keep zoning out but as I did i saw bright brown paws as I ran across a road something chasing me my ears looking for noises of animals to steal a den and hide I ran into the river I started to run beside it my dark but reddish almost coyote like body but with larger shoulders I slipped and I remember the painful crack as everything seemed to shut of and I was awoken
read instructions first) \ as this finished i sat down gazing up my tail I could almost touch but still wasn't I pulled out my phone and began looking to try to find this and I realized this was a red wolf and I came to the realization I may never be able to go back please read more about this but there are only 17-19 left in the wild please if you would like to give me advice