Heya y'all, its me aka the one who posts once every couple months. not gonna sugar coat it. I have no idea what I'm doing, just in general. I feel bad for basically abandoning everyone here for a disc server. but I don't know what I can even do here. I've been distracted by actually having a life now. nobody is reading this but yeah... I am not mentally well, don't think I ever was, and its starting to catch up to me. sorry
