vent -- but also a poem!! amazing right what happened to the part of you that cared to the part of you that could be trusted to the part of you that was my best friend who was there for me and the best person i ever knew what happened to the warmth the bond the connection the closeness when you decided i wasn't worth anything to you? you don't have space left for me in your life she took it all up with just a snap of your fingers all those empty promises, "you won't lose me," that's what you said and "nothing will change at all" but of course it was all empty words and fake promises your friendship, it left me a damaged broken mess of a person what happened? i flinch when i hear the word bestie i can't trust i can't get close to anyone what if the damage is permanent? what happened? i ask myself so often as i internally scream, yet on i smile when every smile feels like a cut to my heart i'm going to slowly tear myself apart if you don't do it first.
