press space to go to the next slide, i will be talking about boring stuff so if you want to read that then scroll down and i hope this helps a little bit at least i havent been feeling happy lately and its not just sad the best i can describe it as is listening to sad songs for a week alone in your room doing nothing i just hate myself i want to have never existed but i dont want to die i just want to not be there i dont want to put it on other peoples shoulders because i feel like i am taking to much attention i just need to find something to do to get rid of this thing that is clawing around in my concious i hope that talking about it will help but i dont just feel sad i feel mostly nothing a little self loathing and just negative in general i always beat myself up with thoughts of how awful person i feel like i am im sorry if i am seeming attention seeking i just cant keep all my emotions in anymore im tired of wearing a fake smile on my face so people dont see my horrible just negativeness in general, so i dont break down in tears i feel awful every hour of my life hating myself at least a little bit thank you for reading this far into my feelings i still feel awful but i think it helped at least a little bit i might put vents such as these in later projects
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