- — MUSIC — - mac breakcore by proloxx - — // — - hi im. tire but I am here to bring. update so firsthy! i strat therapy in less than 2 weeks. yipe my therapist is going to be sort of an old lady so I’m hoping shes not lgbbqphobic since im One Of Them Quuers speaking of thag . i hve no clue what s going on with my identity there rn but. its okay im foguring it out in the meantime! I wanna provide a name/pronoun update so here it is. thats what this project is for its mostly all about thag - — Names — - NOTE: this is just a suggestion type of preference, and isn’t strict at all! just maybe avoid calling me Syn unless we’re close. everything else idrc anyone: variations of squeedlyspooch (squeedly, spooch, squeech, etc) (I like these!) or Astral Mutuals/anyone I’ve conversed with: Synapse + any above Friends: Syn + any above also, anyone can come up with new nicknames for me, I think they’re fun! Call me whatever you feel like as long as idm (which I prob wont) - — // — - - — Pronouns — - she/her: yeah :) *preferred if we’re close friends *always preferred by at least 50% they/them: yeah :) *level of preference fluctuates between about 20-50% he/him: no thanks it/its: jokingly neopronouns: dw abt it - — // — - - — Important to me ig — - sometimes I’m completely fine and chill with however my gender is going, like oh ahah female yup that’s fine. but then occasionally I get nervous and feel the need to REALLY emphasize the fact that I am NOT. GIRLY. never have been never will. I just care about it a lot more some days than others bcuz I don’t want people to view me as girly or feminine. so just, for my sanity, pleasr keep in mind I’m not girly okay? I wear baggy cargo sweatpants and murder drones t-shirts on the regular. I’m like a masc lesbian okay please remember that. in fact it would make me super duper happy if you viewed me as androgynous :] I want to be androgynous mega badly I love androgyny <33 my goal in life is to be androgynous bcuz my personal idea of peak femininity is where people can’t tell if I’m female or not until they hear someone else refer to me as such. I want to confuse people I want to keep them on their toes keep em guessing. when I achieve that I will achieve Peak Gender I could yap even longer about this but I’m deciding to spare this project description from the fate of reaching the character limit - — // — - Congratulations you made it past the lgbbq portion of the description! now last piece of news. I’m autistic. along with my ADHD, of course. self-diagnosed for now, after at least a year of watching videos about autism made by autists and talking to a couple other autistic folks. but hopefully my therapist can give me an official autism diagnosis once I start there! so yup. AuDHD. thats neat. and explains a lot of things! anyways bye or something
TL;DR: anyone can call me variations of squeedlyspooch (or Astral) people ik can call me Synapse friends can call me Syn she/they, but preference level between the two fluctuates I’m not girly, I never have been, it is VERY important to me that I be viewed as either androgynous or like, a masc lesbian. thankies and I’m autistic. AuDHD to be specific. self-diagnosed but I start therapy in less than 2 weeks so hopefully I’ll get an official diagnosis then! already diagnosed ADHD.
