I don't want to be shallow I don't want to be 2d I'm not just that girl Who you can point at and say, "She's just /that/ girl, know what I mean?" There's so much to me So much potential So many guarantees I'll have so many opportunities So many open doors Just you wait and see I'll prove all your stereotypes wrong Just you wait and see You might think I'm quiet But you should see me at home You might think I'm a teacher's pet You should ask why I actually like school You might think I live the same routines every day But maybe that's because I have anxiety, and you're afraid of my power You might think I'm uncool But then tell me What makes YOU so great I can not know who I am But can know who I'm not I can't tell you what's in my future Or where I'm headed But I can tell you my past I might be destined for great Or doomed for misery But I know I came from a past Of fighting, fighting, dying, and living And in this moment I'm not that girl you brand me with I'm not that persona you have in your head She came from an untitled past But me? I have a whole movie you could watch I don't want to be shallow I don't want to be 2d I don't want to be the girl Who is perfectly described by a stupid online personality screen I don't want to be three words Whatever those may be It should take a whole flipping essay to describe me And that essay should change Daily I'm not set in stone And I won't ever be Call me what you will Every insult makes you weaker And you know that, so insult me, go ahead, you floof I have it in me, I do, I do Whoever I'm destined to be If I even have a destiny It'll change So watch me I don't care what you think I don't mind what you care I'm not even a girl, by the way But hey If this is the persona you so desperately need me to have Because it's simple and simple is all you're prepared to understand Then by all means, be my guest Call me by those three words And fail to understand my depth Please, it's my honor, Give me this persona After all, it is yours And what right have I to boss around your property? Yes, this persona is yours So use it at your will Because it's yours Not mine And it won't ever be
Why do I always think of amazing poems in my head at the randomest of times and then forget all the original words when writing them down :lesob: Background image from Dreamsite Images, edited by me.
