nothing will stay the same friends I have lost people I have meet and the one that in my head I can't fix anything I can't help anyone can't even put a smile on someone's face I don't see me being worth anything anymore I gave up its game over and I don't know what to do anymore people tried helping but it did not work have anyone else to talk to because I'm the wrong person the most dumb stupid person you will ever see oh Zander why are you calling yourself stupid just think of me when you do ten don't feel bad its not your fault its mine I was never meant to be here i'm a mistake never needed or wanted so no one feel bad or cry its not your problem its mine
