ok uhm let's start a new notes + creds apparently so my cat is in heat now anyway fffffffffffflippin school Yah I doubt I'm getting into high school next year unless I have to go to the one that uhm I had never heard of until one of my teachers told me about it and I'm flippin depressed, mate who needs a god or wants to believe in one when there's so much genocide and [you don't need to hear this word, kiddies] in the world i mean COME ON isis is going to take over one day, in my opinion. better make the most of it by sulking i ate a donut today it made me go to the toilet for half an hour that's how bad the world is it wants for me to miss out the joys of a donut it wants kids like us miss out on the joys of food, water, family, a place to call home, hope and somewhere safe. so much war. so much hunger. and then there's the government. the government has gone to [beep]. nobody is special. stop believing that everybody is special. if everyone is special, no-one is. "Oh, you're different from everyone else, that's what makes you special" if so, why do we keep being constantly bullied by others because we're 'different'? it's not racism. it's not sexism. it's not faceism. it's hate. pure hate. and I am FULL of it. I hate just about everything, kinda like chara, but I don't want to be making references to video games in a talk like this. i've already made a joke too many for this topic. the only things preventing me from suicide are me not having the guts to harm myself and what others will think. and i don't want to deprive my depressed mother of her child. especially since my dad will blame her and that my family will have to mourn another dead relative. how many have i no longer got in my family, again? too many. both my grandpas. everyone before that. i have no idea if any of my relatives had any significance other than working their donkeys off for nothing. don't become emotionally mature, kids. 'You shouldn't be worrying about this.' - HB
