in the new light of the dawning sun lay a small tomcat in his nest his head upon a bundle of moss. his thoughts wandered farther than his parents that day. across the fields they flew, like birds of a feather, until mother stopped and confessed. she was unhappy. mum was too. perhaps they weren't the soul twined mates they had been once upon a time him and fullkominnkit had be left alone overwhelming waves of agony washed over him. he clenched his paws together brutally. as though that could make mum and mother's relationship heal all those years ago. make fullkominnkit and him grow up with loving mothers. what was the percentage of this happening? a lot, he guessed. the world he lived within the confines of was so broken. the cats had been poisoned. the illness of doubt and resentment blossoming within cats like sickness. /why me?!/ the percentage was large and happened so many moons ago but why him?! argh this was so stupid. ----------- cut my life into pieces core < //3 so sigma first srp of the entire rp haha I'm better than u /hj