leaving

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Happy 2025 guys! This isn’t some random project to get attention, i genuinelly wanted to say that i am leaving scratch after quite a few years on this site, and i wanted to state why. For years i’ve tried on different accounts to gain some popularity, lots of views, followers, comments, likes, things i’d feel happy about, and that really says a lot about who i was/am. It’s dawning on me that i really just wanted to feel something, which is really sad honestly. However, time went on, account after account after account after account was created but none of them gained attention that i seeked, so i tried one last time. Luminix was the account that i was most popular on, with around 70 followers i thought maybe just perhaps, my dream of a little kid would come to life. And i guess it did, just not how i’d expect. I met people that made me really happy, and for the first time for years i experienced stable connections, even if they where just online. Then, i started to change my content to a real cause, which turned out to be mental health. My project on anxiety got hundreds of views, maybe because lots of people could relate. My wished seemed to come true, and i enjoyed every notification that i recieved. However, this was short lived as i went on to create more projects, less people noticed. BUT I WAS VERY THANKFUL. I’ve met people not only supported me but also helped me understand that fame isn’t always the best thing. Usually they’re who have really hard times, maybe i was lucky. 2024 wasn’t an easy year and even though i’ve grown, i have a very long way to go until i’m living my best life, and i think it’s time i say goodbye on this site which has stolen time that i could have used to be a better person. I’m changing and so are we all, my friends on this site are too and it’s my turn to make this coded message that i never would have thought i’d have to. I’m going to thank someone that’s really special to me. @Shaydietheunifox, who’s stuck with me through thick and thin even though she’s been dealing with her own struggles. You helped me see the bright side of scratch, and helped me understand what it’s like to have someone that cares. go look through my comment section, everyone that i’ve spoken with are really great people. they’ve helped me feel real happy. I hope y’all enjoyed my silly art whilst it lasted. I know so many of you are hurting and i wish i could just wrap you up and tell you it’s going to be okay, but i can’t because i genuinelly don’t know any of u. BUT if you ARE having negitive thoughts that are getting to you, just remember that even though you think it would improve people’s lives without you, know that you’d make everyone who knows you miss you till the ends of the earth. You are SO much more important than you know. <3 I may occasionally check back to chat to some friends, you can still reach out. I won’t be posting anymore tho, nor will i be making any more efforts to get to know people that are on this site. also can we just point out that this site is undergoing some really serious things? Huge creators are banned and injustice seems to be really bad.