This is a beautiful feeling, and if you resonate with this poem I am happy for you. I personally think this feeling is better then happiness and is what everyone should aim for. Instead of saying "I want to be happy" I believe people should say "I want to reach emotional equanimity, find my place". ᴿᵉᵐᵉᵐᵇᵉʳ ᴵ'ᵐ ᴬˡʷᵃʸˢ ᴴᵉʳᵉ ᴵᶠ ʸᵒᵘ ᴺᵉᵉᵈ ᵀᵒ ᵀᵃˡᵏ