im out. i cant handle this website because im too obsessive, and ive already broken myself over everything combined. its not your fault and it doesnt matter. i only stayed here so that i would have someone to talk to once we moved. its only hurting me. im sorry if you dont want me to leave, but i promise you its for the best. im too broken to help anyone, and im not good enough to be here. its just destroying my mental health, not that i wasnt already broken from the start. im sick of saying sorry because i cant apologize enough times for how stupid i am. most of the people here are nice, but it doesnt help me out in the real world when i want it all to be over. like i said, its not you, its me. im the problem. dont feel sorry for me. now, i know that tomorrow i might feel like this project is stupid and cringy, but i know by next week or even earlier ill get the urge to write another vent or post a project saying im leaving scratch. i hope this is the right thing to do (it probably isnt, i cant do anything right). i hope this is the final project i post. i really hope i dont come back. please dont try to convince me to stay.
