❃°•°❀°•°❃°•°❀°•°❃°•°❀°•°❃°•°❀°•°❃°•°❀°•°❃❀°•°❃And I hate all my clothes, feels like my skin doesn't fit right over my bones So I guess I should go, the party's done, and I'm no fun, I know, I know ❃°•°❀°•°❃°•°❀°•°❃°•°❀°•°❃°•°❀°•°❃°•°❀°•°❃❀°•°❃ “Shut up, Mister Fabian. You don’t understand the pains of loss”, I said as I stood up. “Those white flowers look amazing.”, he muttered. “Great. Pass me the rose”, I said as he gave it to me. I kept it in between and wiped a tear. “Who is Remus Lupin?”, he asked. I looked at him, trying hard to ignore his insensitive behaviour. //He’s a kid, Aura. Chill.// “My godfather; my father doesn’t have a grave”, I said as I looked aside. I kept a few flowers on Tonks’ grave. As I moved further, I saw Skylar sitting alone by Fred’s Grave. “Stay here. Give me that bunch of flowers”, I said as I took it from him and walked to his grave. //Skylar probably won’t talk to you. What’s the worst that can happen? She’ll blame you again for Sam. Which you do deserve, as a matter of fact.// I kept the flowers on Fred’s grave and took a look at Skylar. She was crying, I could see her shoulders shaking. “Hey, it will be okay. You have Rosie, Araena, Draco”, I said as I hugged her. She let me. “Everybody’s gone. Just, I can’t live like this”, she replied as she sobbed harder. I hugged her tighter. “Nobody’s going anywhere. They are here, living in us. In our hearts. Now come on, stop giving up. I’ll drive you off to Rosie’s”, I said as I helped her up. “Take this. Keep it”, I told her as I handed her a white rose. She silently kept it on the grave. “Dex, mind taking a taxi?”, I asked him as I helped Skylar in. “Yeah. I’ll see you home…at 6?”, he asked. I nodded. As I drove, I could see Skylar look down. “You don’t need to feel sorry for shouting at me the other day. I deserved it.”, I replied. “It’s not that. Draco told me”, she paused. “Hmm. What did he tell you?”, I asked her. “About you. And Sam.”, she said in a whisper. I put the brakes so hard, that it jerked. “Sorry. Can we talk about this later?”, I asked her. She nodded, fiddling with the seat belt. “Here. Now, we apparate”, I replied. She gave me a small smile as we got out of the car. “Perhaps grab a juice?”, she asked. “Sure thing. I am paying”, I said as I walked upto the nearby restaurant with a fake smile. “I heard from Harry. He said you were taking up a muggle job”, she said. I faltered. “Oh, yeah. I am a singer. I needed to help Dex out. He too wants to be a singer", I said shrugging. //Tell her the whole reason. Never. // “So, what about being a healer?”, she asked. “That. Was before things came like this. Now, I am happy. That’s what matters.”, I said as we drank juice. “Are you really happy?”, she asked. I looked down, and prepared myself. “The happiest I have been” //but it’s a lie. The biggest lie.//
Song is ❝Ballad of a homeschooled girl❞ by Olivia Rodrigo
