Forgetfulness- I don't remember much, I don't remember her face, Or her laugh. I don't remember what it was like to feel at all. I drifted alone in my own home, Forgetting everything I knew. I still remember you though. The way your eyes had a glint when you smiled. The way you looked when thinking. I guess I hung onto the details. I forgot my sense of humanity, Everyone was an obstacle. I forgot what art was, Because you were my muse. Once you were gone, I had nothing left. So I withdrew. I forgot how pain felt. The way someone would stare at me. Like I was a machine, Or a monster. With blank eyes that reflected my soul. I remember one thing though about someone other than you. I remembered a boy. A bright smile, An edge of a cliff. His scream as he fell. I did the same thing to two people. I pushed one off, The other cared enough for the girl to try and save her. I kicked them off too. But I seem to have forgotten, The reason why you glare. Or why you stare, Your heart is cold now. I'm still unaware. Don't you understand I did it for you? Or I convinced myself I did. It doesn't matter now. You're gone, And I'm stuck in a hole. And I don't know, Where to go. Please answer me when I call, Or just don't forget me. While you're out there. I hope you never find someone who holds you like I did. Just so you, Never forget. -Kintur Huntch, Candle Light
