yay hi guys idk why i made this. im prolly gna take it down lol. anyways..im getting whacked in the face by my mental state rn. i just cant look i the mirror without judging myself. its not helping me that the person i care about the most doesnt like me anymore. well, even if he does, he prolly wont for much longer. even if im putting on 162lbs of makeup, he wont even care. i was never good enough. with exams in a few weeks (yeah i go to a weird skl that has exams after winter break) im getting really stressed and arghhh its really getting to me and all. im really studying and trying but im always getting distracted and all from this weird site. i really like my friends an all (you guys are amazing) but theres this one person who keeps on advertising and telling me to follow them and whenever i open this seeing i have 17 new messages and 10 are from them trying to convince me to play their game an the rest studio activity, it makes me sad. so....im taking a break..a big one. maybe one for 2-3 weeks? idk....i might even switch accounts. have a fresh start. but thats it for now. bye!
