Explanations I Owe

Instructions

It's taken me way too long to make this project, mostly because I've been procrastinating like heck for reasons I'll explain. I'll categorize everything. 1 will be life updates. 2 will be roleplays. 3 will be comics. 4 will be art. I'll put a summary of each section in the N&C, but I would like it if you read the whole desc, because I do have some important stuff in there. (I know that some of you have an attention span like mine, so I tried to make everything less condensed) :) <333 1. I've been in a pretty eehh mental state lately. Not an excuse, but I do get really sad here and there, to the point where I do get some really bad thoughts. (I'm fine, tho, my friends are so amazing) My school is throwing so many big projects at me at once. NHD (National History Day) work, science fair, Spanish projects, math homework etc. So, I've been preoccupied with doing those things. But also, I lost my grandma in November. And so... um yeah. Things got rougher, especially because of where she died, but (as kindly as possible) that is none of your business. Moving on, I've lost interest in Warrior Cats. Yes, pretty much completely. I've realized that I don't enjoy reading the books, and that I have a lot more fun with young adult, realistic/historical fiction, adult, mystery and other book genres other than fantasy, especially children's fantasy. PJO was a major phase of mine that lasted a while, and I still love it (most likely never will stop). It got me out of WC, but even before I got into the Riordanverse, I realize that I was losing interest in the actual books of the WC series, and was instead captured by the ideas and the world that it held. So, I've lost interest in drawing cats and making fanart of cats. When I first got into PJO, it was a great opportunity to grow my human drawing skills, which is exactly what happened. Fast forward a bit, and now, I'm into Voltron: Legendary Defender. Yes, I know it's sort of cringe, but I love it. The story and the characters and okay imma stop here or ill ramble yadda yadda. With all of this in mind, I stopped making art of cats. I don't think I've drawn a kitty kat for months at this point. I think these are my last cats. https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1097777045/ https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1097308513/ I also had to get a new school chromebook around September, and lost all of the art I had made on Kleki, so that was incredibly discouraging for my lil art antics. --- All of the above are reasons (not excuses) that I have or have not done the following 2. My wonderful roleplay, SunClan was a large part of my 6th grade year (I'm in 7th now) and was really, really fun for me. I wasted so much time on it haha. I was the manager of it for some time, and was basically in charge of making sure that the roleplay didn't die by making sure everyone roleplayed once in a while. However, I, as said before, have lost interest in the WC world, and therefore lost interest in playing in it. So, I want to apologize to everyone in that roleplay for being inactive when it was my job to not be. I'm sorry for neglecting it, and I hope that the roleplay will continue Here's the link: Here's some fanart I made of it. I would really hate to see this roleplay die, so if you do see this, please consider joining <3 3. OOH BOY- Okay. Okay. Okay. I know, my comic, Revenge, hasn't been active in a WHILE, and I've only gotten out 2 chapters. And, I know you probably know this already, or at least somewhat expected it, but, I'm cancelling it. Like I said, I lost interest in drawing animals/cats, and have had a lot of chit thrown at me lately, so I haven't had a lot of time to work on it or develop the story much. Looking back, I don't think I realized the sheer dedication needed to make a comic. And, again, because I don't think I'll ever pick it up again, I'm cancelling Revenge. I had the slightest bit of a plot line, and I put it here. Please don't be mad, or upset, I was planning this since last August. Not just that, but I feel like people only follow me /for/ my comic, which I hate. I'm so much more than one tiny little comic that I made, and I do so much more than that. I know that some of you probably just skipped to the "comic" part of this desc, and you are exactly the kind of person that I am talking about; only here for Revenge, with no regard to what other things I do, other projects / art that I share, comments that I make, or updates that don't relate to Revenge. So, please, if you are that person, try to change? Please, I want to stay on Scratch, and be around people that I think actually have an interest in my profile and /me/ as a person, not as a comic artist. (4 and others are in the N&C)