i hate losing in games espcially in arguments but recently, i've been having to just... let a dude win an argument. like sure, you always win some other time but I hate ending on a loss it makes me feel inferior. ive been inferior my whole life. i'm naturally inferior to my sister, who has been the predominating force in my life because shes older and more fit. sometimes I feel like my intelligence is my only saving grace but every now and then I get into an argument and the argument is STUPID. there's obviously an answer i buttress my argument with evidence and even show articles or screenshots but they always come bak with some argument that makes no sense and usually its just irritating to hear. no evidence just a personal anecdote and i hate it yet i have to lose i have to admit that im in the "wrong" in an argument just so that person feels better but when can my hard work make me feel better? ive only ever won an argument when someone else agrees why cant i do it on my own sigh arguments suck losing sucks
