Im leaveing. I just cant anymore... All I do is cry anymore. Im tired of acting like im ok. People say just be yourself...When you dont know what its like to be me. Every day When I go to school I get accused of horrible things I never said. Becouse I look like a psycho path. Cant blame them though.. I can be one. But at least this psycho can control himself.. All i think about is my best friend that died. And all i did was watch. I could of done something. I wish I could just see Ashley one more time. Even for a second. To tell her how sorry i am. I could of done better..... But thats not reality. When I see my family I cant even look at them in the eye without fakeing a smile or lafter. BEcouse I dont want them to see my scars. Becouse right after everything. They dont know. So i dont make the same mistake. Im leaveing unless someone can give me a reason to stay.... *waves and puts my black mask on with purple circled eyes.*
If noone gives me a reason to stay by febuary im leaveing.. Sonicfan_marie gave me a reason.. Thanks for saying that. ^_^
