I am typeing this on my friends floor (some people might know her as yumi here close friends) But I just snapped and my body just made me start crying for 7 minutes straight and it's still going and idk why this is going on, I mean I kinda have a guess but idk my emotions have been everywhere for the past 2 days I have felt very bleh and out of it and ngl have not slept well and my right eye is low key tripping it's red almost 24/7 or looks like I have been crying but to be fair my body is quite weak rn so eh and with some personal stuff I have been keeping to myself for a while has just been bugging me today and idk tonight is just not my night I have to be up early bc I am going to a game thing but eh 3 am thoughts just hit hard I think I'm going back to blasting a playlist in my ear and just stare at the ceiling until someone makes my phone go off. Idk how but if I fall asleep ik it will wake me up bc my phone going of like woke me up last night (was a life 360 notification :( ....) But yea. I miss when I wasn't lonely lol but hey I can always sleep away my problems like always.
What mer has done this week nothing. Have not left my house until yumi stole me and yea. That sums it up. All my friends busy so by myself all week went insane on Minecraft spent 3 hours building a house very nice Today I also found out my friend wants me to go to robotics tomorrow but I sadly will not go and feel bad bc I did not go once this week (so sillyyy)
