don't mind the edit ik it sucks :( anyways let's start and stop being a yappuchino ^^ So basically there were some traumatizing moments in my life, including 2024. It was KIND of a good year, with my love for gacha, but people always bullied me for that. It made me lose a LOT of friends, and even though i've tried to be kind to them, they still won't accept it. They're always gossiping about how gacha sucks and how they hate it, but really, I just think it's a fun little dress up game. I discovered this in October/November, when one of my old friends said that the stuff I watch on yt was weird. I've become more anxious than ever, thinking I'm getting fat and my body's weird. The other girls keep pressuring me to change myself, but I only have 2 friends who actually think I'm perfect. I'm always sad, no matter how hard I try to be happy. I hope that things get better for me. bye bye... (i actually cried while writing the desc)