So on some websites people keep making... fun of me like calling me names and just like trying to make me seem small and I think its working... I feel so useless and like small, like I can't do anything right... so I just want to take a break from this website for a while and I do appreciate all of your support... But I might move to CA too and I am so stressed out and scared of having to leave all of this behind... I am sorry... goodbye for now... -Solar/Ellie