… Don’t scroll down further if you don’t want to see me vent. Vent: I have insecurities, minor body dysmorphia and still have gender crises so yay me And I basically feel ignored or abandoned, like I don’t belong… I thought Scratch would help… but it turns out that it just showed me even total strangers online ignore me… Even my DTA is ignored and I honestly feel worse and worse each day… sometimes I wish I didn’t exist… I have… thoughts of hurting myself and sometimes I feel like I don’t belong. I have IRL friends, but I’m not close to most of them so I don’t trust them with this, and those I am close to I don’t tell them because I’m scared of being a burden to them. I feel like I’m being ignored so often. Like if I d**d right now, no one would remember me. I just want friends. Someone to trust. It hurts.
