Okay sooo I guess I've been on here long enough (7 years) to speak out about the stuff I had to go through. Here we go guys :D For 7th and 8th grade, I went to a private school. It was supposed to be amazing but was the most toxic place I'd ever been too. Private school kids are so entitled and think they rule the world. I had a group of friends who I surrounded myself with. They were amazing, absolutely amazing. We texted, did gift exchanges, etc. But then I found out how toxic they actually were. At the time, I started dating my ex. We lasted a while but he turned out toxic as well (shocker, ik). He started dating one of my friends and I was absolutely heart broken. Than they broke up and we got back together (i'm dumb sometimes don't judge). But than three days later, he broke up with me and told the entire grade (only 40 of us) that I had an e@t!ng d!s0rd3r. You can imagine how that felt, with everybody judging me and thinking that about me. I started sinking into a deep pit of sadness and was really disappointed with how life was turning out. But than of course my friends had to ruin everything even more. I found out they were all fake, had a group chat where they only talked about me, talked trash about me at my bday party, and started nasty rumors about me and my ex. [continue]
So I did the only thing I could do: I left them. I was completely alone in an already small school. I switched classes and made new friends, all while watching my old friends flourished without me. Finally, the end of the year came and it was graduation day. All of my friends were there and I was pretty excited, but found out my dad wouldn't be able to make it. Once again, I was crushed. There's a whoooole lot more to what happened those two years but that's the simple version of it. So, I left that school and now I'm in my freshman year. Of course, there's still drama (one girl saying she felt self conscious than turning to me and said I probably feel the same way [guys come on being a medium is not the end of the world calm down girlie]). But thankfully, I've made a huge group of friends who all support me and genuinely care about me. So I guess this is me saying: don't give up. It truly isn't worth it and it does get better. <333
