I rlly miss all my other friends esp cheese and shadow.. I mean we can still talk somewhere else but it doesn't.... Feel the same anymore. I really miss the times when they were still here... I talked to them a lot in @Autumn_Leaves2009 but i wasn't anymore when I got banned due to my $u1€!d4| tendencies I sort of missed the era when I made stuff abt my oc, hazel. I actually enjoyed it that time, until burnout passed by and I js lost the spark yk? Like it's not as enjoyable as it is now It's probably because I've grown, changed and matured, but that doesn't change the feeling of nostalgia when looking back to my old chats w my friends. Looking back into the past, I noticed that I am more expressive even if it was a bit childish or cringe, but I was happy. I actually enjoyed it. It's probably because of the strict guidelines here, but my messages these days just... Doesn't hold the same energy as it was before. idk, I js become less energized ig The only time the old remnants of myself came back when I first talked to cheese in tumbrl. but it didn't even last long before I went back into my current state. I'm not saying I don't enjoy talking to you all, I just felt tired and idk..... Bored? It's one of the things I dislike abt myself. I get bored of ppl easily unless I managed to somehow get attached to them. Which is also one of the things I don't like since it hurts when ppl leave if I get too attached Idk anymore... I js miss the times back then
