First off, I'm so sorry y'all... I feel like I've been ignoring a lot of my friends, and not saying hi or talking to y'all as much as I should... I've just been really stressed a lot lately, over many things--some of them being Trump is our new president, which is terrifying me because I'm not sure what he's gonna do, it's just so unpredictable, and then there's the fact that I'm really behind in my schoolwork. I'm really far behind in so many subjects and it's really stressing me out because I'm worrying about getting caught up, and doing good. And then there's also the fact that I'm stressing about coming out as lesbian to my parents. And I'm 99% sure I need therapy but I get stressed thinking about trying it. So, my therapy for myself is literally Neoni's music--which, as you can imagine, is probably not the best idea for a therapy substitute. Meanwhile, I'm also trying to be "myself" around my irl friends, trying to not appear as pessimistic as I really am, and trying to be happy and funny. That results in me burying my real feelings, and I've actually started to get a little numb... then I started to get kinda depressed after that. I really just am not feeling myself, and I really feel like if my past self would visit me now, she'd be really either disappointed, or really sad. I'm sorry you had to read all that and I wasted a bit of your life on those paragraphs. I'll try to be a better friend to y'all on here, and really try to not ignore/not message you... <3 ~ Daisy
Shoutouts to my scratch friends!; @-Stxrdustt_ @Peachisamazing @POKEMON_FAN666 @SammoyedPuppie @MapleNoSyrup @Author_And_Artist
