I'm so tired, be fr. you have a crush on this one guy in your class right he's the only guy that's decent and not a complete dumb*** and he asks out your friend to a dance. I've like this kid for more than 3 years and he hasn't acknowledged me since but he acknowledged my best friend who doesn't even want to deal with boys right now. I've known her for like 10 years max. I'm so sick of it. Yeah shes prettier and smarter than me, but why try to date her when you have two other decent people like me and my other friend. I was legit crying on the bus ride home from school on Friday. bro I got so angry idek why. I know I don't have a chance with him but its so annoying. I will literally post a picture of my notes on my phone. I'm being so fr. I have like 2 full on essays of me just ranting and yapping to myself. I'm trying not the cry right now. 8th grade is the hardest grade cause everyone tryna get boyfriends and trying to become popular. I'm so done with it. like I'm ready to kms. none of my friends feel like friends anymore. my one friend of 10 years decides to push and shove me everywhere since she thinks shes the strongest in the class cause shes got man arms. she tries to push me into the kid I like, and the boys bathroom. bffr. I literally only have one friend who actually gets me. actually like talks to me and we can crap talk about that one group whos like drama starters. I hate my life. My only good life is my online life bro. I'm not social at all, but online I'm hella social. what the hell bro. I have more friends on scratch and TikTok than I do irl. I'm kinda done typing but you kinda get it. prob last project for now. I wanna get myself back together kinda so I'm not trying to kill my friend. love you guys. [yk who u r]
