YALL I NEED FRIENDS ONLINE!!! BMFFFFFF Life updates: I love dandy's world^^ Merced is lovely but I think I have jealousy issues... I'm friends with Crimson!!^^ Evil father >:( Evil dramaaaa!! Kemonomimi!! Not sure if I'm otherhearted, fiction kin, therian, alterhuman or none... Can't do anything in thought im doing something wrong... SHIRMPOOOO PEBBLE COAL DANDYS WORLDDDDD ⚠️Warning: I don't want pity I want to share how my life is ⚠️ Vent?: Apologize for constantly venting!!^^ After this Friday my emotional/mental state has been slightly worse and I was sick and I just am so stressed. My father is an A hole and consistent drama has caused me to spiral a bit. I just want things to go back to normal but thats not gonna happen. I constantly vent, mostly to my online frien Mara, I feel bad cause its often that I do it but I have so much pent up emotions from school to at home to out of school and home. Now I will never go far enough to go bye bye I have seemed to limit myself to my bf and someone who I can get quite mad at and Sophia. I want to bang my head on a wall every time I hear my father's voice or see his text and some people's voices in my class have become so annoying its hard to bear. I want this to go back to the start if this year! no drama! no father issues! the only thing I want from later this year is my amazing bf. But yet that still has cons. I envy anyone that seems to get along with him and I'm afraid certain people will work their way up to my place and Merced will replace them with me and I'm just so paranoid and jealous it is breaking me apart. I can't do anything without thinking I'm copying someone (not targeted) and I feel bad cause I always feel like im doing something wrong or not enough. In summary life is shish and I think im going crazy/hj Ty for reading this I am just paranoid!!^^
Yall I'm ok I swear just life isn't lifing (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧
