dear god my head hurts it feels so weird knowing I'm going to be 18 soon, which is the age I've promised myself I'll leave Scratch at
I lowkey hate Valentine's day season so much because I keep getting reminded that NO ONE WANTS OR LIKES ME. NO FRIENDS, NO ONE INTERESTED IN BEING MY FRIEND. The one guy I want as a friend I barely have the opportunity to talk to, and I'm surely below his league anyway, so better not disappoint myself by trying. It's probably best I don't end up being his friend anyway because I always end up hurting everyone I get close to.
