TIME - SCHOOL - 2ND BLOCK Is it just me or is it true that when you actually need to be seen by the school counselor they ignore you? But some people just go for fun? I was gonna put in a pass to change one of my courses and talk about some stuff but that's been bothering me. But no. The counselor either never answers your requests, or just take people in their office that just want to hang out. But I'm over here and actually have a reason to talk to the counselor but I can't. It's unfair. My stupid school is unfair. The horrible classes, the bullies, the haters, the horrible teachers, the popular mean kids, the horrible rules, the inconsiderate counselors, the teachers who pick favorites, ect. It's horrible here. I want out. I wish I were a CBG kid. The classes are better and so are the people. I have a better education and better chance into a good college. I didn't school life could worse a long with home life and mental life. It sucks at my school. I wish I went to the other school my parents said I could go to. We would've moved in with my grandma, I would've also gotten a better education, I would have a more comforting parent(my grandma), ect. Life would've been better. Why do I keep making the wrong choices? Is this a challenge from God? Is this just something to prove my point that life only gets worst? Gosh I wish I could just be good at something that my parents approve of. Something that would be a better choice for the future. I keep trying to help people with problems similar to this or just overall problems. But I can't if I can't solve my own, can I?
