TW - loneliness, death dandelionkit. boy, i sure do miss you. how much you loved your siblings. how friendly you were. how lovable you were. how you ran to protect your siblings from what you thought was a threat. how you fixed your mistakes when you realized it was a friend. i’ll miss those days, staring out the window of our soul together, wishing to leave. i bet you’d have never guessed we would. dandelionpaw. boy, i sure do miss you. how, despite your fears, you loved your siblings. how you desperately wanted friends. how you were lovable and wanted more love. how you ran to protect yourself when everything felt like a threat. how you couldn’t figure out how to fix mistakes you didn’t know you made. i’ll miss those days, staring out the window of our soul together, wishing to leave. i bet you might have guessed we would. le malin. boy, part of me wants to miss you, the other doesn’t. how you wished your siblings would call out one night, looking for you. that never happened. how much you wanted another friend, one who didn’t always want to go home. that never happened. how you wanted cosmicpaw to shove her feelings in a hole because you weren’t ready for love, because you still wanted to live, but couldn’t bear the thought of rejecting her while you loved her. that never happened. how you wanted to evaporate, wanted pain to be more numb, wanting the hurt to go away, to have someone, something, maybe even someone else’s death in between life, keeping you safe from harm. that never happened. i’ll miss those days, staring out the window of our soul together, wishing to go back home. i bet didn’t want to guess, to think about that. i’m sure you’re wondering who these letters are from. . . guess it’s time to write one to myself. dandeliondust, yup that’s me. part of me misses you all. part of me wants to forget. i guess both will be disappointed this time around. from your wonderful happy dandy sunshine rainbows self, dandeliondust.
Boy Oh Boy i wonder what this is
