ೃ༄ "i've been thinking, that too much thinking can start me sinking down" howdy! i'm joy, a gal who has too many obsessions that change like every five seconds. i love to yap (absolute professional) and write (basically just yapping on the computer), and i will never say no to a convo. <3 i had an account like 3 years ago (when i was in like 7th grade) i think it was @minibones update: it was 4 years ago i feel so old help and then like i came back once in between but i had family stuff going on and i don't remember the account name o7 i go by she/her pronouns <3 ೃ༄ i'm applying for iriskit! they're such a cute ball of fluff (i need to hug them) and i had an instant idea for their personality. i like to connect characters to experiences i've had irl and i saw iriskit and immediately knew that they were my next victim :> ೃ༄ positives - persevering, impartial, sincere iris (they go by ira w/ close friends/family :D) is an extremely dedicated cat. they will never back down from a challenge, particularly when it is something they have set their mind on for so long. they always continue to search for new ways to achieve their goals and see giving up as the ultimate betrayal of their morals. ira also finds it easy to become a mediator in the form of an unbiased judgement. they can easily disassociate from the situation when it doesn't involve them and provide constructive feedbacks and ideas on how to improve the situation. they enjoy speaking of matters through this lens, as it makes them feel as if they don't have to emotionally choose a side or hurt someone's feelings. at the end of the day, though, above all ira values honesty. they will never tell a lie, as they feel that even the smallest one can affect their morality. ira will always be truthful with others, similarly to how they seek their own truth and work to aid others in finding their own. while iriskit depends on their head to make most decisions, their heart often guides them in speaking with others. neutrals - introverted, independent, analytical iriskit isn't the biggest speaker. they prefer to sit in the silence, content to listen rather than add to the conversations, especially when it's a large group. ira just has a small social battery, and they need time to recharge before finding to confidence to share again. due to their nature, ira has grown to be quite independent. they strive to figure out an issue by themself before asking for any help. they feel that this practice prepares them for any challenges that might await, but it weakens their communication skills in the end. the only cats they find themself to be vulnerable with are Orphictwirl and their siblings. ira is also extremely focused on the world around them. they're constantly seeking for a form of entertainment, and they've found that by analyzing and inspecting other things they can have fun without having to interact with others. iris loves to discover new things and sort their uses and importance in their head. negatives - worrywart, blunt, hypocritical but as much as ira will strive to solve issues and complete tasks, there is always a lingering feeling in their mind that something is going to go wrong. they oftentimes dwell on issues to the point where it becomes obsessive for them and can affect their mental health. they are often paranoid and at times can experiences anxiety. despite their worry-full nature, ira often finds themself struggling to keep their mouth shut. they often say hurtful comments at the expense of speaking their truth and later regret ever speaking at all. they refuse to speak a white lie, even when it helps the situation, and they will not hesitate to comment on someone's unpleasant appearance. ira is also quite hypocritical. they love to help others and give them constructive criticism, but they take others' feedback as a personal offense. they take everything personally and struggle with growth suggested by other cats. ೃ༄ would likely end up agender or nb they probably wouldn't rlly care what pronouns others use but would prefer they/them and he/him demiromantic and pan (pref towards fem leaning) ೃ༄ intersex/infertility - intersex cats have two X chromosomes and one Y chromosome. this results in them having both male and female reproductive organs. ira likely has their coat pattern due to this genetic mutation, since both tortoiseshell and calico cats require two X chromosomes. because ira is intersex, they also have a low chance of being fertile, though it can still be possible. ira likely won't feel discriminated against or uncomfortable about their body as the clans have a diverse group of cats that likely don't care as much about this stuff as humans do. anxiety - anxiety, particularly developed anxiety, is a feeling of dread and fear that stems from an event that has happened in someone's life. symptoms include sweating, a fast heartbeat, quick breathing, and difficulty focusing. ira likely will develop a [cont.]
mixture of these due to the fear they will face during the journey to the new territory. going through something like that so young (and right after loosing your old family and learning to love a new one) is extremely difficult and i feel that there will be repercussions to it. i don't wanna be like "oh look they have trauma bc i said so xD" and instead i want to roleplay them realistically based on their circumstances. i hope that their relationships with owen and their siblings will help them cope with this and learn strategies to calm themself. ೃ༄ i like to eat spirits they like to eat sprouts witerawy twinning ೃ༄ trivia and other stuff yippee they're based off of one of my little brother's friends lol since i heard windclan is moving to a meadow they can actually munch on flowers for the lols like you'll turn and dude is with a dandelion in their mouth doesn't like to playfight but they'll probably make their own game similar to hopscotch the song doesn't rlly fit them but i like the part that goes "i've been thinking, that too much thinking can start me sinking down" cause that does fit og song was going to be dear winter by ajr but it didn't rlly make sense soooo istj personality type and 5w4 enneagram ೃ༄ incorrect quotes bc that's my life <3 ira: why the --- you lying why you always lying hmmm oh my god stop --- lyinggg ira: oh hi, thanks for checking in, i'm still a piece of garbage <3 iris: you’re giving me a sticker? owen: not just a sticker. that is a sticker of a kitty saying “me-wow!” iris: i’m not a preschooler owen: fine, I’ll take it back- iris: i earned this, back off iris: physically, yes, i could fight a bird. but emotionally? imagine the toll.