space/click yeah this is basically my story using Aviva as my original name, it's not my irl name 1.) [birth year]-2019: Aviva, she/her, cishetallo, doesn't know about LGBTQ+ 2.) early 2020: Aviva, she/her, cishetallo, finds out about LGBTQ+ when a couple kids start talking about "gay people", doesn't know what that means at first but finds out later, finds out about trans and enby people from mom who tells her they don't totally support 3.) 2021-2022: Aviva, she/her, cishetallo, gets her first crush (on a guy), gets rejected 4.) 2023: Aviva, she/her, cis, bi? gets a crush on a girl and is super confused, denies it and thinks she's straight for a while 5.) late 2023-early 2024: Aviva, she/her, cis, bi, aroace, changes schools, joins Scratch, starts griffpatching, learns about being aroace and realizes she's one of them 6.) mid 2024: Aviva/Rya, she/they, omni aroace paragirl, starts chatting on gaehive and GWDFI as well, learns about paragenders from gaehive, realizes paragirl fits her (they had been considering demigirl but paragirl works better), starts going by Rya online as well, learns about omni from GWDFI (while doing a GWDFI makes an oc thing, someone suggests omni for the sexuality), looks into it and realizes that fits her as well, gets into TADC 7.) summer 2024: Rai/Milo/Aviva, they/she/xey, omni aroaceflux girlflux, starts further questioning xyr gender and realizes girlflux makes some sense (although they don't feel like it fully fits), discovers she likes they/she/xey pronouns, questions their aroaceness after getting a crush on a guy at camp, decides xey're aroaceflux, has a dream about a traumatic event experienced by an OC, gets confusing phantom shifts of wings and/or a tail and/or something on xyr head, has no idea what they kin and is very confused 8.) late 2024: Lilia/Lee, any pronouns including neos (they/she preferred), omni aroaceflux genderfae, realizes its gender is more fluid than fluctuating, becomes more active in GWDFI, gets into Murder Drones, makes an N roleplay account, starts reading a book called Witchlings recommended to vaer by her sister's friend 9.) late 2024-early 2025: Rae/Milo/Chai, any pronouns including neos, omni aroaceflux genderfaer fictionkin, gets an insane amount of euphoria from being called N while on the roleplay account, figures out they're an N fictionkin, realizes faer gender is occasionally masc, figures out they also kin their OC Lilia, starts going by Rae/Milo again, kinsiders the character Thorn from Witchlings, has another crazy Lilia dream, starts going by Chai as well (stole it from Lilia's qpp in the dream)