I'm a fool, aren't I? I... I can't even think straight Well, I do. I think a lot. But... I feel as if I'm in a frenzy. A daze. If I stop thinking... I'll lose myself. It's happened before. I cannot let that happen. I cannot let myself dream. I cannot stop thinking. I cannot stop losing those I love. I cannot stop moving forward. but.... is my approach moving forward actually progressing in the way that I want? No. I don't think so. For Starclan's sake, I've lost Mama Cop Uncle Bee Dusky Inky I-I.. can't. I would have done anything to stop their fates from happening in the times that they did... but each time...... I was too late. Torturous time. Why must you tear my soul ever so? and so many others.... That's it. I'm done. I must snap out of this. A foolish, bamboozled she-cat acting like a kit. I've been so slow. But this time, I'm going to leap forward. I CANNOT let anymore cats that I love perish in just thin air. I cannot crash. For I will swirl myself away from any undeniable fate with whatever it takes. For I have the means to do it, to fight time. It's possible.... right?
Music: Monster | Epic: The Musical (Piano version//sped up) Character: Magpiepaw of Flurryclan Art: @Lil_Magpie kinda short, but it needed to be made for her
