I'm jealous. Jealous they got to have a good childhood. Jealous they got to have one at all. Jealous they were never criticized, never manipulated, and that they get away with lying. Jealous they got special classes while I stayed behind to be the "smart one." I'm jealous I'm never included and always have to do the work. I'm jealous they were never rejected or had to face the world's truth. It's always "(Deadname)'s annoying!!!" or "(Deadname)'s stupid!" Until "(Deadname)'s dead." I'm still a child. WHY CANT THEY SEE THAT?
