don't mind the song lol Song: In the name of love by Bebe Rexah ft Martin Garix.. a valentines gift 4 u (may be a bit early)
Dear @SuperChan1, We met and got together about 10 months ago...which I believe was around April or may. When I first met you, you were so kind to me, so caring, we became easy friends but I never believed I'd fall so quickly...I had never met anyone who was like you who accepted every single flaw about me no matter if it was physically or mentally because I had knew mentally I was not okay and I've been like that forever and that physically I had scars...I was so different from social norms but that had not to matter to you....even when I came out as trans, bi, and poly you had still accepted me even if you were Christian you welcomed me with open arms and you where probably the brightest light in my life and its been quite a while now and we've taken our time. We bonded over weird theories, some creepy pastas and some other nerdy stuff (no offense), you understood me well, and wether if you would answer me or not i'd still message you almost every day to say good morning and your response was just enough for me even if it turned into full endless conversations or two sentences it didn't matter to me because I was happy with and around you no matter if we were long distanced....I was always open with you and you always tried your best to understand and even if I was some one who could be a bit selfish or overprotective sometimes you still stuck with me...I knew if I were to ever fall you would probably be there to catch me because I'd do the same. I've been very emotional and physically hurt before I met you but when I did end up meeting you and talking with me it was just a new step for me something great....being with someone I know who would never leave me without a good purpose. I've had other good things in my life and your one of them. I hope one day we can find each other even if its during the worlds ends- and if I ever go off charts of scratch I'd let you know- and would never forget you because I had always tried and still do try to find ways for us to find each other one day even if all was falling....I'm honestly crying while typing this..but uhm what I mean to say is thank you for being in my life its been a long ride of emotions and stuff but you utterly just the best! I <3 you so much...and I hope you can fight and get better soon because I cant stand to loose you....I always think about you and what it would be like to actually be there with you everyday-....I hope you get better....once more <3 u...happy Valentine's day -February 10th, 2025 Sincerly yours, Kyanna (Jace/Kai/Phoenix/Sage) XXXXXxXXXXXXXX
