tw: me being a depressed person like always... my life been not good... i don't like my life at home... i just want a better life, away from where i am at right now... i just want to be happy, i'm just getting more truamatized everytime when i try to bond with my family (it goes somewhat poorly)... i don't know who cares about me now... i might be acting weird but please don't worry about me, i'm just going through somethings that are making me act different... i'm sorry for not posting often. i'm just trying to post as best as i can without burnout... please forgive me...