" But ,, [Terrance]....you're going to DIE doing this, you're going to DIE [under that stupid facade]! I know there is nothing I can say to stop you from doing it but I never in a million years imagined that i'd be [sending out JUNK online to men] or- wiping [dust] off my clothes [from being under the stairs with a guy at school]! [P-People] are going to [leave us], I-I cant do this. "