Yeah, I capitalized the title...just seems unimportant now... The flute is me...I don't even know why I added it, but it's not like I was doing anything with the recording. Even though it feels...disrespectful...? To add that to what I'm saying? My dad's been diagnosed with ALS. But it feels so sudden. It's like...you hear about it, all the time, but you never actually expect it to happen to you, right...? I don't know how to process it. I don't...how did this happen so? Suddenly..? I still can't. I just found out...a few hours ago...but it's not obvious. It's almost like nothing's changed, but everything has. I don't know what to say, how to act. I think I'm still in shock. But I just want to tell people...I may not be coming back. For a while. I'm not really okay, and the last thing I want to do right now is go back to what I was doing. And...thanks. I think...for I just.....never mind. I may not be back for a while...
