:D im back!! before i 'offivially' come back i want people to just know why i left and why i came bavk. im completely serious about this, and i dont want people joking about it. thats what happened. period. i left because i was insecure and didnt know why. i was in a tough headspace and i had no idea how to get better in that moment. i left the people and things i liked the most thinking it might help, but it didnt. leaving scratch was not something that aided me, it was more of something that brought me down without realizing that it was doing it. when i logged off and i was kind of sad. i thought that maybe it would have been the last time going back on. i give up drawing within the hour trying to take away the memories i feel when i see my art. a few weeks pass and i have this night where i cant sleep. i get out of my bed and go to my desk and i think. "why am i like this. i have a perfect sleep schedule. i took my melatonin (thing to help sleep)." i go to my desk to see this paper and i grab a pen and draw. i drew for the rest of the night, and had 0 hours of sleep ( i dont recommend honestly ) anyways, i changed my mind, and im glad.
AHHHHHHHHUGVSCUOIJOAMK IM BACKKKK!!!!! also, im def going to make a new account and stuff so yay! any username ideas?
