I have been really stressed at home lately, and really busy. A lot has happened lately….. The kids in my class call me the “art kid” and always expect me to be the best at everything. The kids in my art class are all at least one year older than me and I feel embarrassed whenever I see how good their art is compared to mine. Then, on scratch, I see all of these amazing drawings but I don’t know the people’s age and how they learned art, and i feel like I’m falling behind. I guess my stupid brain had the corrupted idea to copy people’s art to make me feel like I'm good at drawing again, but it just makes me feel worse. I traced art without credit and although I have my own problems at home I know it doesn’t take account for what I did. I’ll stop running away from my problems and face the music. I have decided that when I recover my talent and calm down I will start a new account completely unrelated to this one and have fun with my art there. I’ll enjoy it, and it will help me grow up. I won’t delete this one, obviously, bcs I have a Dta going on, but I mostly will not be active. I’m going to take a hiatus and remember my own artistic style. Thanks to frosting for helping me open my eyes. Umm… I’m gonna find my happiness, starting now. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE
