sometimes..I wonder how I got here...in this position...I cant remember anything outside of...well I don't even know where I am..my head? probably...all i hear is my heart beat anymore..i dont even know if im still breathing, every day is agonizingly worse...im trapped in here..with some demon...i dont even know why..how?.....everyday..there is this light..i go towards it and i....im finally me again...but only for short periods of time before the demon? parasite? ..the THING. comes and takes my body away from me...i have no idea why...i kept fighting for my body. but then...something changed..i was in my body for a while..a long while..enough to figure out my name..and where i was..but not long enough to know what happened...and then I lost it all..when I was back in my headspace...something was off...there was..so much of this sticky black liquid...It was hard to..move but I could manage....for a while..at first it was at just my feet level but..it kept rising...to the point sometimes I'm scared it will at one point kill me...sometimes I give up some days...sometimes I take this risk..but...it seems...₣Ʉ₮łⱠɆ....why..what did I do...to get such a fate my body rejects me...I'm scared..its so cold...why..why me.....I cant feel my right arm anymore...I'm not sure if its the cold..or something else....please....let me out...
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